Caca记事本

I feel like running away from everything that I need to handle, especially my final year project. Every time when I on my laptop I feel stressful, deadline to submit my work is getting nearer and nearer. Sometimes I do feel like after I end my training, I’ll live the hardest life ever in my schooling years, really hate that kind of feelings. I think I do enjoy my life now. Even though I’m doing the same thing everyday, it’s a bit boring sometimes, it’s more enjoyable and the pressure is less. My training life won’t last long, but I really cherish every moment that I can spend. Maybe the place I’m staying and the people in the factory are nice. I like this place, it’s a very different exposure for me. I have been in the city for many years and i find myself becoming more and more materialistic and realistic. After I came here, I find that there is another me in my inside. I have never discovered I have sure a naive, pure face. After being in the city for a too long time, I have learned to hide my true self and wear a defensive mask around me. I’m tired to be such a person. My training in Taiping is a run away for me. I start to put down my defensive mask and I feel comfortable socialize with people. I love my life now. Really hope that time will stop here, for ever and ever.